Friendship Day

I wanted to wish my nearest,dearest and sweetest friend on this day and wrote a poem for her. She was the one I really missed truly, madly and deeply in my life!! Here it is.

Every single breath of mine,
Keeps asking me if you are fine,
Every single thought that arises,
wishes you lots of love and kisses!!!

My spirit longs for your company,
My heart playing a melodious symphony,
You have lighted a fire in my soul,
And have given me strength to march towards my goal.

I cherish every single moment I spend with you,
The minutes spent were so very few,
Every smile and every laughter of yours,
treasured in my heart and cleansed with tears!!

Wonder if we are born to be friends,
A sweet wish my heart sends,
No matter where we end up in life’s maladies,
We will remain as One soul in two bodies!!!

I hope she likes it. All that I have are words…And words are all that I have…

Lot to note down!!

Some of her creations -

“Rab se main mere jazbaat ko thaame rakhne ka sabar maangu,

is jehaan ko pyaar ki khushbu se mehkati rahu,

kuch log jo apne nazariye se is sab ko bura banate hai,

unki is nadaani ko nazarandaaz ka sabar ya unhe sabak sikhane ka jazbat maangu”

She wrote this after I asked her to write this. Someone had taunted her and was passing some comments on her personal life. She got pissed off and I had asked her to vent out her feelings through this. But by the time she wrote this she was already in a forgiving mode. So, I wrote one – a funny quote about how she would have actually felt at that time -

“Mujhe tang kiya aaj ek bandha a….h,

uski muh thod du – yahi meri khwahish,

aayega aur puchega mafi,

main bolun mere nazron me gir gaya – yahi hai kafi”

This is the anger she felt. I loved writing this for her.

Another one from her -

“Night has travelled its half way to give control to the day,

I am still awake waiting for my fairy mom to take me in her lap to let me sleep,

but i think she is busy taking care of someone else who is very dear to her,

she sent a message saying i am taking care of your dear friend,

so sleep well without my good night wish. Then I realised she,

is near you – so told her to take care of you and not to worry about me”.

One more -

“The darkness of night scares me,

Calmness of the night makes me feel very lonely,

Its coldness makes me feel that there is none to hold me close to his heart,

but then i closed my eyes and recalled all people who love me and care for me,

then night seemed to be inviting me to a dream world to meet those people,

you also come. Will see you there” – her good night wish.

Somethings

“un haseen vadiyo me phir apna ek aashiya ho,

mehke phulo me sirf pyar ki khushbu ho,

chashmo ke pani me vapas woh mohabat ki mithas ho,

phir se sab log insaniyat ke pyar se mehak jaye,

aur har taraf sirf aman ka sam ho”

–

“Soch soch ke soch ko socho,

soch ko sochna bhi ek soch hai,

soch soch ke jo na soch paye meri

soch me woh bavakuf hai”

–

“As you go to bed tonight,

I asked the moon to keep you in sight,

I told my angel to hug you tight,

now to make sure you are allright,

I asked the wind to blow you my sweet good night wish”

Mast lines

I was feeling ki its been a long time that my dear princess came up with some lines from her heart. And finally my bad mood gave her a chance to come up with some lines to soothe my heart. I am posting it over here -

“Aaj tanhai me bahut rone ka ji karta hai,

Raat ke andhere me kho jaane to ji chahta hai,

par phir woh log yaad aaye jinke chehre pe muskaan ki wajah main hun,

to apne aasu ko pi gayiaur unke liye muskurane lagi”

She wrote it for me. What else do I need in my life other than such care expressed in as many words.

And she came up with another one to cheer me up -

“In tanha raaho pe chalte hue,

aapki yaad ne hume ek muskurahat de di,

par phir aapke chehre ki shikan ne usko gayab kar diya,

Hum to bas ab yahi dua karte hai hi humari muskurahat hume jaldi se lauta de”

Well, these days the feelings for her are very strong. Probably due to the stress at the office. I feel I want to live with her. I know it may not be practical to even think of that. But this stress at office is leading me to imagine a lot of things. And to get over it, I resort to my time tested techniques. . It turns the focus away from my princess and on to junk. I have even told her about this. How can I lay bare my soul to her? I havent understood. Would I do this with everyone?? I do not know.

I wonder what is that I am going through.

Dilemma !!!

The pain…….Hmmm…I should learn. Today, the feeling that I can never be together with the sweet person hurt me much. I felt it strong enough. Its for a few months/years and then she would be away to her place or get married to some other person, which is a reality. And I will have only my blog to feel her presence. It pained. But, Ranjith get used to this reality. This is what is waiting for you. Both of you know that. Don’t deny it. Its bound to happen. Ok. So, I will treasure these little things that life has given me through her.

Here is another poem by her -

“Raat ki khamosh hawa kuch keh rahi hai,

Chand ki chandni bhi aapko talash rahi hai,

suno woh gunguna kar aapko ek pyaari si raat ka paigaam de rahi hai,

dua karte hain ki aapki har mushkilen,

sab gham is andhero me kho jaye aur

nayi subah aapki zindagi me is jahan ki sab khushya le aaye.”

One more of her creations -

Ek haseen subah ka paigaam ek pyare insan ke naam –

“Suraj ki tarah roshan rahe hamesha aapka jeevan,

phulo ki mehak ki tarah khushyaan hamesha aapki har

saans ko mehkaati rahe”