I feel I have become crazy about that person…I spend my entire day imagining things with her, talking to her and wishing she was near me. I am starting to see her in my life as part of me rather than separate from me. I hope God brings both of us together in this lifetime. I cant imagine a life without her.
Tag Archive: dream
I had these 2 dreams yesterday which I remember very vividly as it involves the 3 girls whom I have thought about a lot!
The first one was -
“I am in Jammu. Harsh calls up to meet me. I go to railway station to pick her up. Ashok anna called me there to send some money to Sai akka. Payal is with me. Harsh comes with me in a car and starts talking general things. Payal stops car and asks what exactly is the reason for her coming now. Harsh says she is back from onsite and she is in need of money. She is not happy with the pay here having gotten used to the pay there. She has come to meet me for money or job, I don’t know. I start feeling her statements are hollow. Payal is silent through out. I am trying to convince Harsh to make her accept the reality. I can clearly see that Payal is pissed off. Can also see my friend – Raja, sitting in car and eating. And before Harsh can ask or say anything I get up.”
I got up from this dream and noted down the dream in my mobile. That’s how I was able to remember these many details.
Now, the second dream -
“People at home are searching for a bride for me. Since nothing is materialising, they ask me if I am interested in Janhavi – my uncle’s daughter. I say I have no problems. She is still single. We get married adhoc. No ceremonies and not informing anyone because Janhavi is working in my place. After marriage, I ask her we have to tell your parents and inform others too. Then I realise she was already married but is single now. I dont know what happened to her hubby. I talk to her very lovingly about our plans for the future. I now realise that she works in Bangalore. I tell her to look for a plot or flat in Bang and me in Chennai. If something works out we will make an investment on that. She says ok.Then I tell her I liked a girl in my office – Payal, very much. She was such a special friend of mine. And I was about to say something else next that I got up. “
This was really strange. I dont know why I should thing of a person who is already married and talk to her about my plans and this person. Oh God, please guide me Lord. What does these images mean?
Some of her creations -
“Rab se main mere jazbaat ko thaame rakhne ka sabar maangu,
is jehaan ko pyaar ki khushbu se mehkati rahu,
kuch log jo apne nazariye se is sab ko bura banate hai,
unki is nadaani ko nazarandaaz ka sabar ya unhe sabak sikhane ka jazbat maangu”
She wrote this after I asked her to write this. Someone had taunted her and was passing some comments on her personal life. She got pissed off and I had asked her to vent out her feelings through this. But by the time she wrote this she was already in a forgiving mode. So, I wrote one – a funny quote about how she would have actually felt at that time -
“Mujhe tang kiya aaj ek bandha a….h,
uski muh thod du – yahi meri khwahish,
aayega aur puchega mafi,
main bolun mere nazron me gir gaya – yahi hai kafi”
This is the anger she felt. I loved writing this for her.
Another one from her -
“Night has travelled its half way to give control to the day,
I am still awake waiting for my fairy mom to take me in her lap to let me sleep,
but i think she is busy taking care of someone else who is very dear to her,
she sent a message saying i am taking care of your dear friend,
so sleep well without my good night wish. Then I realised she,
is near you – so told her to take care of you and not to worry about me”.
One more -
“The darkness of night scares me,
Calmness of the night makes me feel very lonely,
Its coldness makes me feel that there is none to hold me close to his heart,
but then i closed my eyes and recalled all people who love me and care for me,
then night seemed to be inviting me to a dream world to meet those people,
you also come. Will see you there” – her good night wish.
