Well, I wanted to write this down because this is just going on and on in my heart. I love that person soooooooo much that I cant express in words. Whenever i try to think about that, I am overcome with so much emotions that I dont know what else to say.
All that I pray everyday is to live with her every moment of my life. All this depends on one central thing – approval from her parents. She has given herself to me and I have given myself to her. All that I want now is to hold that hand all my life and live together. To live every moment of my life with that person. I know we are totally different from each other, totally from 2 different cultures and from entirely different backgrounds. But I have loved that person and as I held her hand I prayed to God to let me hold her hand all my life.
I cannot imagine even in the wildest of my dreams to spend such moments with anyone else. I will better not marry if her parents disapprove. I will live alone and away from my family till all pressures settle down. I sincerely wish God does something and brings us together. I know we will have a tough time, but its those times that brings us very close to each other. And she is a young girl who is learning. And I will teach her and she will teach me. And we will learn all things together in life.
Swami, please help me lead my life with her. Help us make the best efforts and proper decisions in life. I only pray to you to show me the right path and help both of us get married. I see YOU in her Swami. She is my life, my God now. Please make her parents understand my dear Lord. Please do something that will bring us close to each other.
I really wonder how far this life and love has brought me. Swami, is this all your play??
