Actually, I was wondering what to name this post?? What should I name it?? What I am going to write about? What I am going to put here…
First thing, that I want to out here is that the previous post that I wrote was so immature and inaccurate. I dont understand a girl and that was seen in that. I dont yet truly know that person in totality and that was the result. She is such a sweet person, sweeter than sugar and sweeter than the word sweet itself!!
We both love each other, thats for sure. She is really concerned about her parents and her extended family. So, I have decided on one thing. If we can convince her parents and arrange the marriage, well and good. If not, there are 2 options. If she really wants to live with me ready to make a sacrifice for a few months, I want to marry her and settle down in a new place. If she is not ready to take that step, I will lead my life in her thoughts. I wont be a Devdas of sorts, but this life will be for her.
I left my country and now I feel so much pain. She filled me up entirely. All my passions were regulated by her. Now when I am without her presence here, I feel misled by my passions. I wont let them take me away this time. I love her, really love her a lot. I want to be with her, through all things. I want to be with her through all good, all bad, all success, all failures and every season of this life. I know life wont be the same without her. And I already feel that. Oh my dearest, lets live together in this life…..
That remains a hope, a hope that I want to burn brightly and illuminate the path we might need to take. I now understand the meaning of love, what it means to love someone…
