Sweety’s poems

Some of my sweety’s creations -

“yeh zindagi itni bechain kyoun lag rahi hai,

unke saath kiitni chahat kyoun hai,

har saans me unki hi khushbu kyoun mehak rahi hai,

shayad mere dil me unki dhadkan hai jo mere pyar ki kashish ko aur bhi bada rahi ahi”

***

“raat andheri hai par saath aapke mere pyar ki cahndani hai,

raahen bhi mushkil hai par saath aapke har kadam pe mere rab se mili duayen hai,

Zindagi shayad kabhi tanha lage par saath aapke har pal me mera saaya hai,

Duriyaan bahut lag rahi hai par saath aapke hamesha hum dhadkan ki tarah aapke dil me rehte hai”

Crazy??

I feel I have become crazy about that person…I spend my entire day imagining things with her, talking to her and wishing she was near me. I am starting to see her in my life as part of me rather than separate from me. I hope God brings both of us together in this lifetime. I cant imagine a life without her.

shers galore!!!

I want to post all the shers that she sent me. I dont want to miss these. They serve as the oasis in this desert of life for me.

“Suraj ki roshni me chamak nahi hogi,

raat me chandni bhi roshan nahi hogi,

phulo ki khushboo bhi hume pyari nahi hogi,

yeh zindagi aapke bina shayad zindagi hi nahi hogi”

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“Dur jaake bhi aap dil ke kareeb rahoge,

dhadkan ki tarah is dil me dhadakte rahoge,

muskaan ki tarah chehre pe humesha khilte rahoge,

zindagi me agar saath nahi to bhi meri har saans me aap hi mehkte rahoge”

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“aaj ek khwab dekha,

usme khud ko aapke kareeb dekha,

is jahan ko humare pyar ki khushboo se mehakta dekha,

us khuda ko meri har dua ko kubul karte dekha”

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“Har pal tumhare sang rehne ki kuch kasak uth rahi hai,

saari duniya ki khushiya kam pad jaaye tumhe itni khushiya dene ki chahat ho rahi hai,

duniya ki bheed se tumhe bahut dur le jane ki tamanna ho rahi hai,

ab to har saans sirf tumhare naam kar dene ki aarzoo hai”

What?

Actually, I was wondering what to name this post?? What should I name it?? What I am going to write about? What I am going to put here…

First thing, that I want to out here is that the previous post that I wrote was so immature and inaccurate. I dont understand a girl and that was seen in that. I dont yet truly know that person in totality and that was the result. She is such a sweet person, sweeter than sugar and sweeter than the word sweet itself!!

We both love each other, thats for sure. She is really concerned about her parents and her extended family. So, I have decided on one thing. If we can convince her parents and arrange the marriage, well and good. If not, there are 2 options. If she really wants to live with me ready to make a sacrifice for a few months, I want to marry her and settle down in a new place. If she is not ready to take that step, I will lead my life in her thoughts. I wont be a Devdas of sorts, but this life will be for her.

I left my country and now I feel so much pain. She filled me up entirely. All my passions were regulated by her. Now when I am without her presence here, I feel misled by my passions. I wont let them take me away this time. I love her, really love her a lot. I want to be with her, through all things. I want to be with her through all good, all bad, all success, all failures and every season of this life. I know life wont be the same without her. And I already feel that. Oh my dearest, lets live together in this life…..

That remains a hope, a hope that I want to burn brightly and illuminate the path we might need to take. I now understand the meaning of love, what it means to love someone…