I was wondering today why I am missing her so much. I shouldn’t feel like this. But, I end up feeling like this time and again. Every aspect of my life has been touched by her. And that’s the reason I feel I am missing her so badly.
And searching for a girl is becoming more difficult than searching for a diamond. I hope I really find a diamond. Even my manager was saying that why don’t you find a girl by yourself. I can find, but not all girls relate to me in a personal way. Since, I am professional with them – 99% of them think of me as only a serious professional. I can only unwind with a girl after some period of communication. And I am not the one to take extra efforts to impress a girl and get to know her.
Well, lets see. Life is not over yet. I dont have the person to share my feelings today. All this I can put in my blog or sometimes I do mail her. But, she will never know how much I am missing her. I was listening to Atif’s song repeatedly.
“Aaj dil dukha hai, tum yaad aaye”
That single line summarises how I feel when I think of her. Its ok Ranjith. Its the first time in my life that I am feeling like this. Have I really felt like this before? Let me think. No!!! I just cant recollect if I ever felt this strange for someone whom I hardly know. We know each other for only 2 months and it feels we have known each other for so long…..I just wonder…!!
