Well, I am really missing someone. I cant say who. My day, my nights were all spent with that person. And now when she isn’t there, I am missing her terribly. I am happy there is no work that has come up today. Again idle time and some follow ups.
Why am I missing her? I never bothered about anyone in life. I really didn’t care who came and who went out of my life. But why her out of all the oddities? Oh my God! I keep rehearsing what I should tell her about this and about that through out my day. I realise now that she has made me see and appreciate the small things in life. I never ever felt dull at any point of the day due to my existence. I keep reminding myself to see those small things that she has taught me in her own way. She has become my nearest and dearest even without me knowing.
Oh God! Am I falling into some kind of trap or is it a feeling that has arisen genuinely!!! Guide me Lord!
