Well, I want to put a quick thought on whats going on in my mind. This person has told me that she can give me what I want or what I deserve. Wel, In the first place, I only wanted to be in touch with her. Her relation brought forth feeings in me that were dormant or hidden in me for long. I just wanted to talk to her, to know her and to experience her moods ( even though I was miles away from her). When she said this, she obviously thinks I am continuing on this relation because I want her to have a relation with me.
I am already related to her – as a friend. Of late, due to work pressures certain unassuming thoughts did occur. But, I have never ever felt the desire to marry her. Sometimes, I would feel if I could get such a person in my life. But, that’s it. It basically put forth a point – that she feels I am doing this in expectation of something. In that case, the only thing that I expect from her is her love, care and understanding.
I wanted to put this burning thought in my mind as it makes me think twice before sending her an sms. I dont want her to feel that I am doing this for something in return. If I cant ask for even that Love, care and understanding – then I would definitely feel myself unlucky in this world.
