I was feeling ki its been a long time that my dear princess came up with some lines from her heart. And finally my bad mood gave her a chance to come up with some lines to soothe my heart. I am posting it over here -
“Aaj tanhai me bahut rone ka ji karta hai,
Raat ke andhere me kho jaane to ji chahta hai,
par phir woh log yaad aaye jinke chehre pe muskaan ki wajah main hun,
to apne aasu ko pi gayiaur unke liye muskurane lagi”
She wrote it for me. What else do I need in my life other than such care expressed in as many words.
And she came up with another one to cheer me up -
“In tanha raaho pe chalte hue,
aapki yaad ne hume ek muskurahat de di,
par phir aapke chehre ki shikan ne usko gayab kar diya,
Hum to bas ab yahi dua karte hai hi humari muskurahat hume jaldi se lauta de”
Well, these days the feelings for her are very strong. Probably due to the stress at the office. I feel I want to live with her. I know it may not be practical to even think of that. But this stress at office is leading me to imagine a lot of things. And to get over it, I resort to my time tested techniques. 
. It turns the focus away from my princess and on to junk. I have even told her about this. How can I lay bare my soul to her? I havent understood. Would I do this with everyone?? I do not know.
I wonder what is that I am going through.
