I keep wondering where to start. The last time I started on this, there was a power disruption. I also keep wondering about a lot of other things. Like, what should I do after getting married. Will the hous I live suffice if I get married; when am I going to get this house renovated; when would i get rid of my old habits; when would I take active part in service…So, many questions…It keeps me wondering why???
Why should I be born to experience all these? Did I desire these experiences in my previous birth?? Is there a previous birth?? Are playing out a big joke in this world??? Why cant we live simple and die simple?? Why should some people always get away with the wrongs they do?
I also wonder why I blog? Why I am this way? Why cant I be normal? Why cant I talk freely to my parents and siblings? Why? Why? It keeps resonating!!!!